“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.
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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger
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At least she has money, not everyone who is addicted gets the chance to start over successfully
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I am SO Proud of her for being honest and herself. Love you Demi 😘 stay strong
She is far from a role model model I would present to my kids about. Parents keep the kids away. She have nothing to offer but just a voice. just an entertainer! Nothing other than singing. People quit putting entertainers on a pedestals. It creates issues, drug addition, entitlement, elitist attitudes, talking down to people. They are nothing more than just people. Other people have serious problems that theses entertainers will never experience. Drug uses when you can’t handle something poor role model - geez - Self absorbed.
Everyone in the comments should respectfully keep their opinions to themselves. This documentary was about healing. Let her heal!! Enough with the criticism.
You can't solve an eating disorder with more restriction and more regulation. At its core, that is what an eating disorder is. You can't fix it by overmanaging your intake. It seems Demi found that out. And just as similarly, you can't solve addiction by using addictive substances. You cannot solve a disorder by using elements of that disorder.
These people are lying to her like wth is moderation ??? Lord, please watch over her !
Psychotherapy helps. Deal with your inner war with yourself. Peace inside is the best thing.
This poor woamn still has huge issues. Her morals do not exist.
I'm really not sure about this moderation thing, but all I can do is trust her and hope for the best.
Hey Demi!!!
I'm really disappointed that i keep getting a message telling me that the video requires payment to watch
Só eu que achei a Demi (27:12) a cara da cantora gospel Daniela Araújo??
Just let her be guys, stop commenting things like “she shouldn’t drink blablabla” and I know what I am talking about, she needs to go through the moderation, I hope it works for her but why are you all saying bs ? Let her be
loving demi moree
I am fighting addiction as well and I'm praying for you, I understand everything your going through and I believe in you
Weed has helped me manage my addictive nature and keep my life on track. I am eternally grateful for it. I’m proud of her for doing what she needs to do to get inner peace.
Demi, sou do Brasil, e esse video no youtube chegou ate mim, e achei muito interessante sua sinceridade e amadurecimento em meio a tantas coisas que passou e passa. quero te oferecer se possivel minhas orações a Deus para que te fortaleça e que voce encontre em Cristo a paz para esse vazio que só voce conhece muito bem, Deus preencha sua vida de tal forma que não precisa de mais nada para ser totalmente completa, porque Cristo em sua vida é tudo. te amo e sou sua fã, estarei orando sempre , bjos
Shes gonna end up having another relapse episode and end up doing another documentary trying to justify it. I wont be surprised
temptations. That’s is how she is going to get better. Drinking and smoking weed won’t because she will always stay ‘in the past’
This is amazing! Big , Rich, Young Americans with their focus upon themselves. Boogie On You Guys. JJZ...(°¿.°`)...`}°;:^^:;«((
A while ago my mom told me she heard Demi was still using and i thought no, she can’t possibly be after what happened. It scares me to hear she isn’t clean. I’ve never struggled with substances so I can’t say I understand the tremendous struggle but Elton said exactly what I was thinking. You can’t pretend and say you know your limits when you almost died. I just really hope I don’t see bad news concerning her.
It's so lovely just seeing the support, love and understanding other celebs have for each other sometimes. That's great.
German Subtitles ?????????
I pray Demi finds a partner that can love her for her personality and not hate her for her condition. So many are defined by their diagnosis and not by their soul, it is so sad...everyone deserves to be loved selflessly and to have an opportunity to give that love in return. Love you Demi!
I don’t see demi living past 30
She did it to herself
I was expecting a super happy ending where she says she's gonna be sober forever. But I guess putting that expectation on her isn't fair. Just praying whatever direction she's taking with this works for her. 🙏🏾
Demi, we're with you ❤
This was powerful and I love how we can see her growth. Yes we will fall but just like Demi we can get back up if we have the chance. It's funny because I also went through a hard time back in 2020 and i suffered and cried but as the days passed I began to heal... one day I looked at myself in the mirror. I wanted to start new and just like Demi I wanted to change the way I looked so I chopped my hair off like her. I felt free. People can have opinions but in the end we should not live by others opinions but our own. Thank you Demi.
I struggle with my depression, anxiety, and eating disorder as well so that really hit home for me. She is loved so many. I hope she really does get better 💚💚 love you Demi
EU! AMO! ESSA! MULHER!
The problem with moderation is 1 beer can easily turn into 24 beers, 10 shots, an 8 ball of coke, Xanax, and heroin for the comedown. 1 beer can literally trigger that. And any alcoholic or addict will tell you this. I hope it works for her, but I can almost certainly say it won't. Stick with just weed.
Damn I thought it was gonna be more episodes
I was on generic vivitrol (naltrexone) when I got out of rehab for opiate addiction. I stayed on it for several years, but it was especially helpful in the beginning of my recovery because it prevented my cravings. And logically, it helped me reason with myself that anything I bought and took would be a total waste because I couldn't feel it.
ai love uuu, from Brasil
Wow this is heart breaking because I really feel for her. But saying moderation its like a two sided coin. I hope she really comes to terms that she almost died a cat with 9 lives not a lot of ppl are lucky enough to survive
Sir Elton John nailed it. However, addiction is such a complex thing to even begin to understand. To her, and those who suffer from addiction, its an ongoing battle. We can opinionated and speculate but her addiction is bigger than anything and just the fact that she is trying to be the best version of herself after facing these issues, is a plus. Just saying
I wanna trust her but to be honest, I feel like she's still lost. I agree with sir Elton John, moderation does not work. I still feel sad about this
We love you Demi and pray for you to find happiness. You seem like a genuine person that just wants to be loved and love others. You are so worth living 💓💓💓
harm reduction
I'm really hoping she gets the help she needs, Demi I'm keeping you in my prayers🙏🏻
This whole episode is so delusional and disappointing. Don't release a documentary to millions when you're still not well.
I 100% agree with everything Elton said.
Love you Demi! Your an inspiration to so many!
WTF is a watermelon cake? Those 2 words don't even go together.
Praying she continues to thrive.💜 Unsure re the misdiagnosed bipolar thing.. Hopefully that will continue to be in the discussions going forward.. much love and healing
Perfeitaaa tks for that
Elton John out here being dead honest. I could never I’ve been clean four years and I can’t even drink cuz one is two then two is cocaine then cocaine is heroin. Or hit one bowl then one bowl is two then two bowls is heroin. Everything leads to my drug of choice and I know what I want if I do drink it’s not the feeling I want so I go straight to what I want. Heroin. But I guess maybe it does work for others idk
Her family is naive AF if they think she can stay clean by only drinking or doing drugs in "moderation". Are we going to have another "I'm sober" doc in a few years. Demi stan for life, but looks like we will have another "sober" doc in the future.
Her Laugh at the end was so epic! so full of life :)
the part where she cut her hair off was so amazing, i literally started crying because she looked so happy to finally cut it off. ngl i started listening to her music earlier this week and i'm already obsessed proud of you demi
Beautiful for you having the courage to voice your true self.
Girl who you need is Laura Clery. Cause the people around you are sorta puppets in your show...
I can drink in moderation but I do not have an addictive personality... so whatevr works for her
Demi is just trying what works for her. I get it. I myself went from drinking half a bottle to a bottle of wine a night to now 1 glass.
Wow Demi is so pretty in those shots where she isnt wearing makeup
This was sad to watch
An alcoholic can't drink in moderation ... like drugs aside the alcohol alone
"one size does not fit all"-Harm Reduction
Was this the last episode ?
8:14 I love them 🥰😭🥰
I hope she goes back to being 100% sober. Weed is a drug too.
Okay but your hair is everything. IT SUITS YOU SO WELL DEMI!
I think this is more to tell her full truth and to let us know she’s not fully sober but she’s trying to get there but she can’t she’s got an addictive personality so it’s going to be hard . I just pray she never ends up in the position she was in before 🙏🏼
Demi i love you,respect from Belarus
So proud of you. Stay strong 💪 You got this gorgeous 💕
I am so curious how Is Susie cake!? Becouse i am italian and i do not know that cake, It Is the First Time i Heard about that! I am such a foodie with sweet toot 😋
I feel like they are all just saying this because they know they won’t have a long time with her. Moderation doesn’t work.
Ive listen to met him last night and dancing with the devil and now watching the last episode im crying for her that ordeal is unbelievable cant believe how much shes been through #keepfightingthefight yoy are so strong 🤍🤍🤍
We love Sir Elton!
I think she never learned how to drink not to get emotional relief- the thing people don’t understand is outside substances shouldn’t be used to gain relief or else you absolutely will abuse them. Not worried about the weed but even then...
Tu puedes Demi!!
I paid for a cloud like that online and I was ripped off. Some person in China took my money and laughed.
Somehow, despite of what they say, you can see what the sisters think about the moderation thing. Elton said it best.
I find the way ppl that work for celebrities and act around them creep me out. Also the rules celebrities make everyone abide by...so odd
Love you
Watermelon cakes..🥺
I’ll always be concerned about her, but I’m glad people are speaking up about 1) addiction recovery having to be YOUR choice not pressured, forced, etc. and 2) that there are many ways to go about with sobriety. Whether it’s moderation, completely being cut off substances, or any other way, not every way works for every person. And unfortunately not everyone will be able to be completely clean. Not everyone can do it. And yes it may lead to a worse relapse but as we saw with her father, some people just cannot stop. I can only hope she doesn’t feel the need to go back to harder drugs.
All of y’all acting like it’s everyone else’s job to make sure she stays sober and calling her friends enablers, it’s not up to them. They said it plenty of times, you can’t force a person into sobriety and everyone has tried it multiple times. Nobody is responsible for Demi’s sobriety except Demi, everyone else is just being nice and watching out for her. If she’s gonna drink she’s gonna drink whether or not people tell her not to. It’s better to just have your friends there’s for you when you fall then to keep burning yourself out trying to take care of someone who doesnt take care of themselves.
Her mom is so annoying the money has to be blocking her common sense bc ain’t no way
Elton Knows the truth ..the “relief” She wants is peace within - you won’t get that with ANYTHING outside of yourself
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YOU SO POWERFULL I LOVE U DEMI
I cant stand Scooter Braun. I am so happy Taylor destroyed him in court
I wish her the best but she is on a slippery slope if she continues living life the way she is and her mother is oblivious and is acting brainwashed
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was this the last ep?
No German 😞
How beautifully honest, a real person being a real inspiration 👏 thank you❤️
I am scared for her
Wow SHE IS THE BEST IN THE WORLD
we go through the same thing demi i hope your okay
She still getting high
Her friends come across as Fake people pleasers. If she's happy then I guess thats what's important. But something is off about those 2 Friends riding her coattails. The Girl in green hair though she's a real MVP
The song with Xtina didn't get appreciation it needed.
13:51 One of the reasons why I love Demi 😁😊
I’m watching y’all writing comments about what’s best for Demi because you watched a doc about 0.0001% of her life... Do you seriously believe yourselves to be able to give any advice to her and her loved ones based on this? Y’all are delusional.
I hope you know I love going for who you are
Is this the last episode?
16:08 thats the message I needed from this episode. How to handle a trigger that could and has almost ended my life twice now. Suicidal depression and addiction is no joke. It's a very dark place but it's also so inviting when you're just tired and numb. I'm glad she is being open and vulnerable.